[Opelya Kitrye'veresi]

OOC: good lord two weeks....I'm sorry!!! I apologize if this is rushed. RL yu know...it's been crazy.


"But the truth is, that without you for so long, my life has fallen to ruins."

Opelya nearly fell to pieces when he finally admitted to this. They were the very words she had waited to hear all this time....that she wasn't simply some weak lovesick pup...that she wasn't alone in her feelings. She couldn't take her eyes off his, couldn't pull them away. It was as if she was stuck in slow motion and couldn't compose herself after that admission.

"Riconus..." A thin white hand reached out to find his and squeeze it tightly in her fingers. [COLOR=”DarkRed”]”My darling it’s been pure torment….wondering and worrying where you were and how you were….if you were thinking of me…or if you’d so easily forgotten.”[/color] To long had she waited for this moment. And to long had she held it all back. She wanted to throw herself into his arms and never leave. But she had to keep it together this wasn’t like her. Opelya disliked telling people the full truth, even the ones she loved. It was too easy to get hurt when ones heart was just laying there on the table, helpless.

She liked control. To have control over oneself was an essential to keeping up appearances, especially as a dark elf. The supposed malicious, heartless, insensitive and apathetic of all elven races. Though she was none of those, she still felt the urge to be in command of her emotions at all times.

Yet when she was around him she felt weird, and wonderful, and completely out of control. This was a fact she couldn’t alter and it was there for all to see if they only looked well enough.

”I know one thing is true….I cannot go on living like I do. I’ll end up dying, it’s just how it is Ric…I need a change. I haven’t been taking care of myself since I last saw you. I rarely do…but now I’ve realized I just cannot do it anymore. I need you. I’m so sorry.” Why she was apologizing was more then likely confusing to him. It was just that Opelya thought it was kind of wrong to put so much on some one so soon after seeing them. But she really didn't think she had any other choice. He was all she knew in this town. Ric was her only chance unless Faust decided to show up out of thin air."I can take care of myself...I just need some one to be there, I can't go it alone anymore. Because when I'm alone I just don't care, there's no reason to live if there's no one there to live for." She looked extremely upset, putting a hand to her forehead as if she were in some sort of pain. "I'll be back to normal soon I promise. I promise."